Ya Allah

Ya Allah, berikan la kekuatan utk hambaMU ini menghadapi segala dugaan yg sedang dihadapi. .Sesungguhnya hanya kepadaMU aku mengadu dan meluahkan segalanya. .memang betul, kebenaran itu kadang kala mnyakitkan. .aku menghadapi dugaan ini sekali lagi. mmg org akn ckp, move on with your life. .dan bnda tue betul, tapi sebagai org yg mnghadapi bnda nie. .susah sgt utk melupakan kepahitan tue..dan mngambil masa utk move on. .Semoga aku hadapi dgn tenang. .

stronger

STRONGER THAN EVER!!

Ailee - 보여줄게 (I'll Show You) [Han & Eng]

i'll show u one day. .i can live without u. .i can do anything without u. .

thanks to u. .

Thank u Allah for showing me this now than later. and thanks to u cause showed me your true color. Yes, it was really hurt my feeling to know the truth but ill accept with open heart. I believe in "semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya". .so now. .im in the process of healing my broken heart. Thank u for everything. .thank u for breaking my heart into pieces. .thank u for broke all your promises. .thank u for being honest. .thank u cause cheated on me. . One day i'll show u. . From now, we are officially over. there's no more us. .

recovering

it has been such a long time since the last time i updated my blog. im recovering from fever. it has been more than a week. . im so hectic since been in this training. .  Alhamdulillah now still in recovering process. .

new year. .

Close my old book and never look back again. Now time to open new book and new chapter of life. New spirit and new me. .

feel~

im tired but im happy. . no more stress while doing my work. . so far i can managed my stress. :) Alhamdulillah. .

training. .

2 minggu telah berlalu. Alhamdulillah. Terasa makin yakin pada diri sendiri. InsyaAllah dlm masa 4 minggu, aku akn menjadi org yg baru. So, this is my time to "reinvent" myself to become better person. . As my trainer always said "You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make him drink". . so, i cannot just depends on this training. .i MUST try my best to be among the best. . so, if i wanna change, i cannot just wait for a miracle to come and change me, but i MUST make a move and change.  InsyaAllah. .

susah senang

bukan senang nk jadi senang
dan bukan susah nk jadi susah. .
apa2 pn tawakal and berserah pada YANG SATU. .