Grandma

Before this, my uncle (my dad's older brother). .now my grandma (my mom's mother). This is the tests that had given by HIM to us (my families). My mom called me, and told me that this morning, out of sudden tokwan (how I called my grandma) become quite and do not remember anything that she did. When we asked her, she replied only "ya" or "hurmm" . . My uncle already took her to the clinic, but the doctor said it due to high sugar content inside her blood. But my eldest sister said it might cause of something else, something that can only be diagnose at hospital ( with the specialists). My sister added that my grandma must do CT scan.  Im hoping that, nothing is wrong with my grandma. Get well soon tokwan.  :'(

May Allah eases my grandma. .Amin~

get well soon~

Last week my uncle was admitted at HTAR, Klang due to kidney problem. he looked really sick and not cheerful as before.  Get well soon onyah. we miss the cheerful onyah. . :(

akief

kecik2 dh pandai tgk bola. . hihi. . akief dak comey!! SELAMANYA HARIMAU MALAYA!!

Kelly Clarkson - Dark Side

love the lyric so much. .the meaning is so deeply to the sea. . :)

"Dark Side"

Oh oh oh, there's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away?

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
What can become
If you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away

Don't run away
Promise you'll stay

missing u. .

Is missing my younger sister. She's now doing her practical at Alor Setar for 4 month. . :(
One month been stayed with her before she left. Cooked for her, fight with her, taking care of her. sleeping together. .suddenly when she's gone, i feel so lonely. No one i can share story with esp. about "running man". .hihihi. .

me with my younger sister. .

BIGBANG - MONSTER M/V

song for tonight. .from BIGBANG. .

 Lyric :
Oraenmaniya mot bon sai
Geudaen eolkuri chowa boyeo
Yeppeojyeotda neon hangsang
Nae nunen wonrae kowah boyeo

Keunde oneulttara jogeum talla boyeo
Yunanhi mwonka deo chagawo boyeo
Nareul boneun nunbichi dongjeonge kadeuk chaisseo ne apeseo nan jaga boyeo

Kwaehnchanheun cheogaesseo daehwahjujereul bakkwobeoryeo

Mudko shipeun mareun manheunde neon ttag jallabeoryeo

Ne gin meorin challanggeoryeo nae boreul ttaerigon seuchyeojina

Dwiidoraseon godjang kabeoryeo yeogiseo neol jabeumyeon useuwojina

Amu maldo tteooreuji anhjyo
Tteolmyeonseo neon handu balchag dwiiro
Ijen naega museopdan geu mal
Nal michike haneun neoran tal

I love you
Baby I’m not a Monster
Neon aljanha yejeon nae moseubeul shigani chinamyeon sarajyeo beoril tende
Keu ttaen al tende Baby

I need you
Baby I’m not a Monster
Nal aljanha ireohke kajima neo majeo beorimyeon nan Jugeobeoril tende
I’m not a monster

Museun ili isseodo yeongwonhajago
Seulpeul ttaedo gippeul ttaedo kkeutkkaji hajago
You don’t say that tomorrow
Oneuri majimagin geotcheoreom saranghajago

Neo eomneun salmeun jongshinhyeong sesanggwah danjeoldwaeh dol jikyeongiya
Neoran jonjaeneun gojilbyeong shiryeonye yeonsong maeumsong miryeoniya

Sesang saramdeuri naege dollin deung
Modeun geoshi bebe kkoyeoitdeon nunchorideul
Naege kajang keun apeumeun (Apeumeun)
Niga keudeul katajyeotdan geotppun

I love you
Baby I’m not a Monster
Neon aljanha yejeon nae moseubeul shigani chinamyeon sarajyeo beoril tende
Keu ttaen al tende Baby

I need you
Baby I’m not a Monster
Nal aljanha ireohke kajima neo majeo beorimyeon nan jugeobeoril tende
I’m not a Monster

Kajima (Kajima, kajima)
Tteonaji mara (Hajima, hajima, hajima)
Neo katjianha

Meoreojin chaero
Sarangeun geolleojin chaero

Chajjima (Chajjima, chajjima)
Nal chajji mara (Majimag, Majimag, Majimang)

Ne ape seo inneun nae moseubeul giyeokhaejwo
Narijji marajwo

I love you
Baby I’m not a Monster
Neon aljanha yejeon nae moseubeul shigani chinamyeon sarajyeo beoril tende
Keu ttaen al tende Baby

I need you
Baby I’m not a Monster
Nal aljanha ireohke kajima neo majeo beorimyeon nan Jugeobeoril tende
I’m not a Monster

I think I’m sick
I think I’m sick

I think I’m sick
I think I’m sick

~~~[English Translation]~~~

It’s been a while. Seems like you’re doing better since I’ve seen you last.
[From: http://www.elyrics.net ]
You got prettier too, though you always looked beautiful in my eyes
But you seem a little different today; you seem unusually cold

The gaze you put on me is full of pity
In front of you, I look small
I act like it’s fine, I try to change the subject.

I have a lot I want to ask, but you cut me off.
Your hair flows in the wind, and it hits me on my cheeks and leave.
You turn around and leave just like that,
would I look silly if I try to hold you back?

I cant think of anything to say.
Trembling, you take two steps back.
Your words that you are afraid of me
You are the one that makes me crazy

I love you, baby i’m not a monster
You know the old me
When the time passes, I will have to disappear
You’ll know then

I need you, baby i’m not a monster
You know me
It ends,
but if you leave me like this, I will die.

You say, let us be together forever no matter what happens.
You say, let us be together when we’re happy and when we’re sad.
You don’t (won’t) say that tomorrow..
I say, let’s love today as if it’s the last day.

Yo, the world without you is like a capital punishment
The world doesn’t go correctly without you
Your existence has become an incurable illness for me
Everyone may look at me with judging eyes,
but what really hurts is the fact that you have become a part of that
‘everyone.

I love you, baby i’m not a monster
You know the old me
When the time passes, I will have to disappear
You’ll know then

I need you, baby i’m not a monster
You know me
It ends,
but if you leave me like this, I will die.

Don’t go, Don’t go, Don’t go, Don’t leave me
Don’t do this, Don’t do this, Don’t do this, You don’t seem to be yourself
Still far apart, With love still divided

Don’t look for me, Don’t look for me, Don’t look for me, Don’t look for me
Don’t do this, Don’t do this, Don’t do this,

Please remember the me that stood next to you
Please don’t ever forget me

I love you, baby i’m not a monster
You know the old me
When the time passes, I will have to disappear
You’ll know then baby

I need you, baby i’m not a monster
You know me
It ends,
but if you leave me like this, I will die.
I’m not a monster.

I think I’m sick,
I think I’m sick.

I think I’m sick,
I think I’m sick.

congratulation. .

its not that late to wish CONGRATULATION papa for the award. . :)
i'm really proud of u and love u always. n thank u for giving me a chance to experience the occasion that held at Istana :)
u r my idol, my hero n most important is my daddy. . :)

I LOVE U PAPA!! 

[1080p] Kim Jin Woo ft Son Ho Young - Raining (biga) (비가)

song for today :)
enjoy!! hwaiting oppas!!